Upon opening up Jordan’s IPhone, one can discover his extensive collection of Apple Notes….
-When the job guy said it would help me discover more about myself…I didn’t think he meant it would change me. It’s not just animals I can command now. It’s people too. And nobody else around seems to notice when I do it. I don’t like it. It started in a bar with Curtis. I told him to fuck off after he said something uncalled for and he just…got up and left. Didn’t come back that night. At least, I thought I told him to fuck off, but..everybody else said I never opened my mouth. Said Curtis just looked at me weird for a sec and got up to leave. I’m kind of worried. Did that job change me, or was this something I could always do? Am I changing? What the hell is wrong with me? I’m really, really scared. But I can’t just stop now. I still feel a pull. A tug. I need to know who I am. What I am.
Just put it in my apartment for now. Locked it in a trunk. So far nothing’s happened. It seems to be sealed up. Safe. At least for now. I feel like I’m gonna have to do something about it. Can’t leave it in a trunk forever.
-in the meantime I’ve just been talking with people. A lot. Trying small things with my powers, seeing what people notice, what they don’t. Got a guy to buy me a soda the other day. Didn’t even feel tired after. Think I just talked to him well normally. Small stuff like that seems to be easy.
-the day job’s been fine. A little boring compared to the “jobs”. But boring is fine. Boring is safe. A little safe interval of boring was nice.
-I just hope the next job doesn’t complicate things. My life is going well, but…I still don’t feel satisfied. I still feel lost, and I’m not sure where these powers are coming from.