I wont be leaving house for a while i need to set my affairs into order and also will buy a lot of things forthe next contract!
Recovering from mushroom hunt i checked on Dr. Z. He is fine thank god. This may sound stupid but i need to work on my reflexes. Im gonna start doing things that train the mind to act fast , maybe i can find more help online.
I got some items i will need to bring on my contracts body armor for sure , a gas mask , more pills thanks to my connection there wasnt big issue with this.I may actualy buy a gun too i somewhat know how to shoot my father loved handguns and brough me with him on the range sometimes , hmm maybe not.
I still comute with the clinic though phone whenever they need assistance thing seem to go well i will check with them to see if there is more terminaly ill patients to treat.
i have 2 appointments with patients still doing the hide face deal. Both went well. When i see the smile on my patience after they are noticed they are cured and when i see them weep tears of joy.. it makes everything worth it. Those are normal people they have familys , lovers , kids , some are alone , some are hurt and some are down to their last straw. No matter what i cant stop now i want to defend this lifes. I tried to test out my new power but i cant do it on me. Seem like this time the power i got can be used to protect people. I think this powers are created by emotions of some sort. One of my collagues is a psychologist and a trusted man i will talk with him and take advice from him. Sigh the three of us have been though so much i kinda feel sad not having them with me on this adventure but i dont want to put them in danger.
I didnt expect this but i was confronted by my two colleagues and friends Dr. David Abrams and Dr. Grady Jones,Well i spilled the beans and even though they protested they said they will cover for me.I thik i explain to them how harsh the contract can be and instructed them not to do so if they are offered with the chance. I know Dr David wouldnt he has a child coming after all but Dr. Grady was always like the brother i never had it was hard to convience him but its not like a pediatrician can help on a contract right ? Well thats what we settled on , but then again what would a surgeon do.. still here i am.
The time for the contract draws close im thinking of going for a 3 day vacation before that i should arive back a day or two before the time is here if it is the same as last time just in case i will take any tools i need with me. Starting a journal was a good idea i can somewhat keep track of time better and writting and depositing my emotions give me the strength i need to push forward.
I am recovering from the leg injury and am gonna have to take it easy im thinking of ordering in and living life for a while catching up on House i was a bit cringed with you know how they gonna make it look , realy isnt my thing to just relax like this but i rly need it this time.
Heh after bince watching this.. What bullshit who does he thing he is ? Real life isnt like that... I wonder how he would have faired if he was a contractor like me.i bet he would have cured his leg for sure but what else after that ? Would he stay working at a hospital ? He is quite intelligent and arrogant maybe he would just want to rule the world or something hahaha. Well this reminds me i also have a job to do and now my leave is coming to an end.
Dr. David and Dr. Grady was worried about my injury but i told them its nothing to worry about. Dr Grady was curious about the way that this power works and i explained to him. He wasnt happy i was harming myself like this but he was proud about my actions. We all talked at our break about gossip around the hospital and Dr. David then turned the whole chat around his new baby and how smart he was for his age and to be honest i just kept nodding after some point and pretend to listen. Dr. David is a very dotting father afer all so after we poke some fun into him we went back to our work. I performed a lot of surgerys this week and its nice to work with my hands again.I start talking with Dr. David as a Clint to help me overcome the feeling of inadequacy i been having and how to deal with it.
I made a deal with my coworkers after i talked to them about the experience i had and explained that i cant back down anymore. I will stay on work as a special contractor of sorts will be able to treat patients and they provided a place on the hospital so i can work with the power i have to remove illnesses. The deal is they want me to cut the hours i work Dr. David himself says that my mental state isnt that well and i should not work for a while but i cant stay idle. When he said tho that i could make a mistake a cost someones life if i dont take care of myself it was enough to make me agree to this. So i will have a lot more free time in my hands i dunno how i will fill it but maybe its best if i start training myself for upcoming contracts as it is now i will keep resting till my injury is healed. I started seeing results after my sessions with Dr. David i will try my best to get good results on the next contract.